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My email: xcountryrunning@gmail.com
AIM: Baza211

Dear Friend,

This is our last chance to say goodbye.  All those countless nights together at the bars/clubs were memorable in the beginning but it’s not the same.  We used to fight the night until we saw the light. Those nights were amazing. We did have our moments having random fun. Like going to the beach while it was raining. Moments like that I will never forget and cherish but it’s time to move on. We have both changed. I’m not sure if it’s for the better or worse. But I don’t like how this friendship is heading.  Your life seems to be very unstable right now and I should try harder to be there for you but you make it so hard. You always tell me half the story every time I try and help.  You always get mad when I do try to help you out.  I’m not sure if you even want help anymore.  I know should probably talk to you about but you’re always busy. It’s understandable with work and family.  All I have to say is I tried being there for you.  The last time we went out wasn’t our best night. It was nice to see you but not under those conditions.  I didn’t expect to get physically harmed from you.  I could have handled the situation worse then I did.  All I did was drag you outside to talk about it in private.  I’m not the type of person to hurt someone physically, especially if it’s a friend I have known for quite some time.  In all honesty, I was shocked you did that for a simple question I asked one of your tricks. (Trick basically means one of your whores.)  It wasn’t even an offensive question.  I just wanted to know if the kid liked you and YOU reacted like I was telling him that you were dating someone or had a disease.  And from what I do know, you are dating someone. I’m not too sure about the second part, but I wouldn’t be surprised if you did.  I know no one is perfect.  You can handle your relationship however you want.  I was just trying to help because that is what true friend does. I’m not trying to be nice anymore.  I’m just being real with you.  I tried to understand where you were coming from.  You want a relationship but want the single life as well.  You can’t have it all.  Believe me…. I have struggled to understand which I wanted for the longest time.  Your world is probably spinning at the speed of light.  I hope everything works out in the end for you.  I wish I could have been there to see/hear all about it.  But YOU made me do this.  I know you are able to see this you follow me on Tumblr.  I know I will probably see you since we have mutual friends.  I’m not going to ignore you but I will not make it my priority to talk to you and hold the conversation.  Also, if I just run into you randomly at a bar I will say hi.  I wouldn’t be rude and ignore you completely.  I know we run into each other sooner or later.  I would hope you’d do the same.  If you decide to ignore me, that is okay. I did think about ignoring you but that isn’t the mature route.  But you can do whatever you want.  This is our last chance to say goodbye dear friend.  With all the nights we had fading, our hearts racing.  It’s the end of time, like everything inside, let it live and die.  Thanks for everything. Including the bad parts of our friendship.