Is this change a good or bad thing.

Ever since I officially broke up with my ex I feel like I’ve changed, but I don’t know in what direction. I’ve been on dates lately and it doesn’t feel the same. I wonder if my ex feels the same way. I seem to be comparing everyone to him….also, I seem to be doing things that are out of the ordinary for me. I have to put more thought into where I see myself in the future and with who. I don’t want to be a friends with benefits nor do I want to be promiscuous. I’ve out grown that for the most part. I want to try something serious again, but slowly. I thoughts are jumbled right now…maybe it’s due to the lack of sleep. Whatever. It’s life, right?