I'm using this blog to express myself when I am bored. If I do not post that usually means my life is hectic. But I still would love to meet people from here. Just shoot me an e-mail if you find my page interesting.

My email: xcountryrunning@gmail.com
AIM: Baza211

I can’t stand overly sensitive people!

I’m must stop drinking! I get so easily intoxicated and I end up a hot mess…

I’ve hit a new low…

Is this change a good or bad thing.

Ever since I officially broke up with my ex I feel like I’ve changed, but I don’t know in what direction. I’ve been on dates lately and it doesn’t feel the same. I wonder if my ex feels the same way. I seem to be comparing everyone to him….also, I seem to be doing things that are out of the ordinary for me. I have to put more thought into where I see myself in the future and with who. I don’t want to be a friends with benefits nor do I want to be promiscuous. I’ve out grown that for the most part. I want to try something serious again, but slowly. I thoughts are jumbled right now…maybe it’s due to the lack of sleep. Whatever. It’s life, right?

I hate people around my age.

confused

My Ex wants me back, but I don’t know what to do.  I do love him, but I don’t want my heart to be broken again. Plus, I found a guy that I am starting to like.  It also doesn’t help that I have finals right now. I’m super stressed and tired. I need a drink.

single

being single isn’t as bad as I thought it would be.  I do miss cuddling though. :(  anyways, school is almost over and I’ll be living in downtown Chicago this summer!  I’m super excited.

single once again… yay?